14 April, 2009

I've been remiss, busy, absent

Last entry was when I hit a deer, that was on a Tuesday. Got the rental car and was moving forward. Thursday afternoon I managed to wreck the rental car as I exited the parking garage. The same garage that I have parked in for at least 7 years now. I've blamed it on thunderstorms and it being a car I'm not used to. If I'm honest with myself, I was preoccupied.

Friday and Saturday were booked for moving. Big change, lots of change. Still too much to discuss here. I've still not smoked a cigarette, haven't really wanted one. Boy I could've copped out so many times over the last week or two now.

I miss some people that were prominent in my life a year or so ago. Maybe someday I'll work those relationships back to what they used to be, maybe I won't.

I've not followed my training like I should've. Hope that I can get this regimen back soon. I need it.

"I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end." I'm ready to see those days again.